Tonight will be the night....

tonight will be the night that i will fall for you (?)

okay i'm wrong..

Tonight will be the night that i forget to feed my fish 

does it! does it! it doesn't make sense 

i forgot to feed my fish and then i'm watching tv 

"On The Spot" i thought its like umm.. discovery channel 

but now. they show about "7 mistake funny in athletic" 

Gosh! what is it? and i try to watch this.

its like someone who act like stupid when they in running contest 

and then in another version is 

2 women go to the finish line by crawling like a baby...

so it though its not athletic, right? actually they just act like stupid person 

oh come on! i want to try to crawling like a baby 

and crying in front of my mother and she give me toys.

blah..blah..blah 

i didn't have any idea in here, so maybe i will see you again.

and yes btw! 

i broke my own Instax.

stupid yee???

problem?

muehuehuehuehue -_-"

MASSANGER EPIC!??!!!

PIZAP!

hahahahaha
dari kemarin gue selalu ngebuka www.pizap.com
semacam editan alay.
sebenarnya gue bete dngn diri gue sendiri
ngapain gue buka link gajelas ini...alhasil gue coba crop foto temen2 terdekat gue di sini
sayangnya nggak ada anissa karena gamuat :" ( maaf niss
coba dari beberapa jam yang lalu terjadilah  perubahan cuaca yg sangat extrime (?)
maksud gue terjadilah bencana ngakak yang gue yakin buat yg lagi makan trus
liat foto ini bakalan muntah2 HAHAHA
 awal fotonya tadinya kaya gini :

tapi ternyata kanya nya ga ada, yaudah sesempet mungkin gue masukin foto kanya, eh pas mau masukin foto Annisa malah gacukup foto nadhifa apa lagi yaudah gue bikin 4 wajah saja 

maaf ya ANNISA & NADHIFA !!:"(

inilah gambar editan alay yang sudah jadi :

SEMPURNA! 

HAWT=SHEILLA

OMG=FEMY

POW!=GUE

LOL=KANYA

:)

Fair.

is that fair if i didn't ever love you?
is that fair if i just care with someone else?
is that fair if i call you "jerk"?
and actually i just care with someone else
and i'm sure he will be mine 
tomorrow or 
forever

est-ce juste si je n'ai pas jamais vous l'amour?
est-ce juste si je viens de soins avec quelqu'un d'autre?
est-ce juste si je vous appelle "jerk"?
et effectivement je viens de soins avec quelqu'un d'autre
et je suis sûr qu'il sera le mien
demain ou
jamais

è giusto che se non ho mai amate?

è giusto che se mi limito a cura di qualcun altro?

è giusto che se ti chiamo "coglione"?

e in realtà ho appena cura con qualcun altro

e sono sicuro che sarà mio

domani o

per sempre

09:42 am

Morning all!
just like another day, this morning its like i feel so creepy
with messy hair. you know what?? BECAUSE MY PILLOW CHANGE MY HAIR
its sounds awkward.
tomorrow i will go to school. it sound so lazy for me
i didn't hate my school but i hate teacher, exam, lesson.
SCHOOL! SCHOOL! SCHOOL! #YEE
this morning i'm not talk long because i have problem with my voice
maybe i will get cough.
or or i will wearing cute pink ribbon in my head, wearing barney costume, playing with children, shake my hand, like a stupid clown in kindegarden ._.
imma a pedophile o_o NOOOOOO
it doesn't make sense ..
i feel so dumb
i'll be back tomorrow byeeee :*
see ya! thousand island (?)

SHOCKTOBER!

kmrn malem gue pergi ke La piazza buat msk kerumah hantu yang di shocktober. gue pergi dngn Femy & Sheila. tadinya ada Nadhifa, Kanya, Anissa, tapi mrk gabisa.


singkat cerita


sheila kerumah gue dan femy les, gue dan sheila menghabiskan waktu dengan hal yang gak pntg dan sampai akhirnya kita mandi berdua karena waktu udh nggak meyakinkan
kotoknya sheila mlh nyuruh cowonya buat ikutan join dan cowoknya nyuruh temennya utk ikut juga.
femy gamau ada mereka, akhirnya mereka gajadi, tadinya kan kita mau ikut femy ternyata nggak bisa, jadi kita langsung pergi sendiri di anter nyokap
singkat.


smpai di shocktober masih sempet gue&sheila pergi dulu ke fashion hub buat photobox (udh tau waktu mepet masih aja)dari photobox lagi ke shocktober lngsng beli tiket.
udh jam 6 lebih femy belum dateng. kita udh megang 2 tiket kramat ini dan femy dateng.
tiba2 mas2 jaga pintu shocktober udh ngebuka gerbangnya lagi dan kita lngsng msk, kita msk orang2 tampangnya minta digebok. kita ngantri dan memulai dari stasiun..bnyk yg blng stasiun lebih serem dan hantunya ada 10. yaudah daripada uangnya terbuang kita dari stasiun juga eh taunya stasiun lanjut ke gerbong kereta.. gimana nggak fak banget gak itu? kira2 kaya gini:
gue: eh katanya hasna ada hantu cebol masa, trus kuntilanak nya ngejer gitu..
femy:eh sumpah demi apa nggak mau ah bete ah gue exit ah 
sheila: demiapa? ya tapikan nanti kita berkelompok 
femy:iya tapi kita cuman bertiga
sheila:berkelompok
femy:bertiga
gue: i'am in misery there aint the line that could comfort me oh yeah(lagu misery maroon5)
sheila & femy: ini kenapa lagi tiara malah nyanyi misery
gue:hanya menghilangkan ketakutan


*hening*


akhirnya giliran kita yahuutttt...
ada kakak-kakak mungkin anak sma dia bilang"kita gabung kalian ya" 
masuk di shocktober hantunya duduk, ga ada cahaya cmn ada cahaya tapi warna merah biar suasana nya mencengkap.
jadi di dalam itu 1 hantu 1 pos gmn gak sialan itu..gue teriak melebihi yang lain di pos pertama sheila kacamata nya hilang dan begonya sheila masih cari tuh kacamata sedangkan hantu dibelakangnya. gue jadi dia gue tinggalin tuh, akhirnya giliran gue utk merasakan sensasi yang super fak.
jadi pas di pos ke 4 sendal gue tuh ilang sebelah gue teriak dong secara gue cewek dan takut gelap,lo tau gak sih knp sendal gue di hilang?
jadi waktu itu krna yg lain cepet2 kluar dari Shocktober, semua nabrak gue dan gue jatuh kaya orang telungkup dan kedua kaki gue ditarik sama si hantu tapi satu2 nya cara yaitu lepaskan sendal gue..hilang dah tuh. tapi di ambil lagi sama penjaga.
pas keluar dari stasiun ada kaya taman kecil gitu dan ada hantu pengantin bilang"temenin aku dong" tmbh nangis gue.
kita ngak tau kalau nyambung ke gerbong jga dan itu rasanya gue pengen nyanyiin lagu avril yang "what the hell". sampe digerbong gue nangis dan jujur jantung gue sakit banget kaki apalagi jadi nggak kuat buat jalan. sheila dan kakak2 itu udh keluar duluan dan itulah enaknya sheila. gue udh nangis meluk femy tiba2 pake ada acara tuyul nonggol yg bikin gue tambah nangis, si femy teriak gini ke tuyul" woy lo liat nggak sih ini anak orang udh nangis lo takutin!!" sambil nunjuk2 muka si tuyul.
keluar dari shocktober kita nggak sempet bilang terima kasih sama kakak2 tadi karena gue udh keburu stress+trauma. gue megang kepala gue sambil nangis dan sering bilang "gamau lagi" sampe jadi pusat perhatian. akhirnya sheila lngsng plang dan gue di makan sama ortunya femy. kenyang. bersahaja. gue pulang dan tidur.
jadi shocktober bisa gue akuin adalah tempat yang super seru. tmpt yg bsa bkin gue kaya orang gila.btw thankyou kakak2 yg nolong kita tadi apalagi tadi ada yg bilang ke gue"smph gue kaya  megang adek gue sendiri". special big thanks to @Fatmine(femy)yang udh megangin gue dari awal sampe akhir you're my hero fem :" ). thankyou buat sheila yg udh bisa join di shocktober, jujur lo harus membayar kejahatan lo meninggalkan gue dan femy.
btw I'M STILL ALIVE ! BYEEE *HUUGG*

DAY-TO-DAY

Monday -> Tuesday -> Wednesday -> Thursday -> FRIDAY -> Saturday -> Sunday.

day to day...
well, i always count the date every weeks, and its just because i want to count the date. problem?
i hate saturday night.  because everybody who have boyf / girlf always going to mall or whatefaah.
sunday, teenage always like sunday but i'm not i didn't like sunday, because in sunday actually, i'm just in home like dumbass person when i'm in sunday i didn't find anything else, just sitting in my cute chair, watching tv with straight face, see my mom cooking in the kitchen. i'm greet her:
Me: hey mom. morning. *straight face*
Mom: SHUT UP! IT'S MORNING!
heloooo...mooom i know its morning. 
i didn't like: 
Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday FRIDAY.
because i must go to school meet the exam and the most fussy person (read: teacher)and sometimes every student who always screaming behind me. in front of me. example:
girls: "I'M THE PRETTIER THAN YOU HAHAHAHAHAHA"
BOY: " YOURE DUMB! STUPID! MONKEY! DOG! PIG! WHORE!"
its killing me and my brain
DAY-TO-DAY
I ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKES. SERIOUSLY.
BYE