Tenth People who always in 'coeur'

i love everyone.

but i have some people that i think they are always in "<3" here. whenever they are.

the first one is Mom. sometimes she is the most annoying person in my live, but..i cannot stop thinking about her when i'm alone in some place without her and she is the first one who talk with me at the night when i need her.

and the second is Father. he is such my hero in my family, and i dont care what people say about my father. he always be here.

and the third is The tim Api Unggun(femy,kanya,nissa,sheila). without them i'm nothing, when i have trouble in school god help me to find them in one place. sometimes i get angry with them but i cannot angry too long, because they are important in my live.

and the fourth is Meryem. i know it's hard to meet her again because she live in another country, but you cannot guess how much i love her. i feel she is like my twin when i'm in Turkey. but she is the first one who make me laugh everyday and we love to stalking facebook and throwing gravel into the sea.

and the fifth is Bilo. i dont know why i choose him to be my favorite person in my live, but actually he is my favorite person in my live..he have a good sense of humor and very nice to talk with him. and when i talk with him there is something unique at the massage. and he is a comfortable person, he always be there.

and the sixth is Big Brother. he is the most gadfly person. but you know i love him more than anything.

and the seventh is Citra. she is my old friend, but she always make me laugh when i get bored, we never meet again since we study in different school. but i still believe that she always remember me.

and the eighth is Anita. she's from Poland but she can keep your secret everyday when you need her to vent. i love her because she mean for me.

and the ninth is Grandma. i've already make my Grandma glad because i've already make her very happy just because i'm dancing. she always make me happy.

and the last is Iva. she is my cousin, and she is one of my cousin who close with me. she have a good sense of humor and always make me comfort to talk with her. she like maintaining reptiles and playing Ameba Pico.

so that's all the person who always in my 'coeur' and always in there whenever i need them. 

just one thing that you should know "you cannot guess how much i love them more than anything that i have"

thankyou for reading. bye bye and GRAZIEE! : ]

new application in Facebook

produk terbaru yang sudah dikeluarkan Facebook tahun ini, quess what??? sekarang kita sudah bisa chat di video call sama hal nya seperti lo chat di Skype. Application ini baru2 ini dibuat agar memudahkan penguna Facebook tidak harus repot membuat Skype hanya untuk Video call saja.
semua berawal dari saat gue masih di Turkey, dan Meryem sedang sibuk bermain dengan laptopnya gue lewat di sampingnya and then tiba2 dia ketawa sendiri sambil ngeliat layar laptop, dan gue hanya memasang tampang yang ngiranya dia sedeng.
gue mendekat dan........oh dia lagi webcam-an sama temen nya, tapi anehnya kok di facebook ya?
akhirnya gue bertanya dengan Meryem, dan dia memberitahu gue kalau di Facebook sudah di buat new application yang bisa ngebantu lo video call in facebook tanpa harus ngebuat akun skype. nice..
akhirnya gue terhipnotis dan punya niat untuk coba apps baru ini.
ya 1 bulan kemudia bulan baru yaitu bulan May. tiba, dan inisiatif itu teringat lagi saat Bilal menyuruh gue unutk webcam-an, awalnya dia yg ngajak dan ternyata gue harus install dulu...
what theeee fffffuuu........
Meryem gak ngasih tau soal ini -__- akhirnya laptop gue kena virus dan download nya failed.
gue mungkin bakalan matahin laptop karena anti virus di laptop gue harus nunggu scan 1 jam lebih.. alhasil laptop gue virusan.
akhirnya udah lama gue melupakan apps ini, dan hingga akhirnya hari ini malem ini. kebetulan ada Adhel sama Ochan lagi ol. yaudah gue minta tolong dulu sama Adhel dan ternyata dia ol di hape, emang dasar nasib dia berhubungan sama nasib gue. akhirnya huuuuuuh ada Ochan.

T:can! cobadeh kamu teken gambar camera di paling atas sebelah namamu
O:emang itu apa tir?
T:itu buat webcaman can, eh aku aja deh yang duluan call you..answer ye
O:iya...
T:omg! can gue mesti install dulu!!!
O:yaudah instal lah
*10 menit meng-install*
T:gagal can elah! laptop ku malah virusan lagi
O:yaudah sini aku aja yang duluan
T:eh can gausah udah bisa kok! sekarang aku call kamu ya can, tapi di answer ngetest doang
*Ochan should installing the apps*
O:tir ternyata aku install dulu... ehehehehe
T: yaelaaaah!! buruan yak!

dan akhirnya apps ini berhasil kita download, akhirnya gue call ochan tiba2 ada suara piano dan ga aa orang di depan camera, dan ochan nutup cameranya pake tangan-___-
tapi Ochan baik loh mau bantuin thanks can! : ]
Bye Bye
Grazie! <3

Turkey! Part 5

this is some picture when i'm in Turkey, Enjoy!: ]
sorry if i put this picture without sequence

(1) Parade with another country

(2)The Concert!

(3)The Festival!

(4) before the concert

(5) Appear in Ozel Karsiyaka Koleji ( Nandak Ganjen-Betawi dance)

(6) Appear in Ozel Karsiyaka Koleji (Tifa-Papua dance)

(7)Appear in Ozel Karsiyaka Koleji (Saman-Aceh dance)

(8) Kak amar with student from Karsiyaka

(9)Learn about Turkish dance (after the show)

(10)Festival in Outlet centre

(11) Festival in Outlet centre

(12) At Kartepe with Meryem

(13)Farewell

(14)Separation, picture with Baba, Anne, Kubra, Meryem

(15) Separation, picture with Hakan

(16) at strait Bosphorus

(17)in Turkish delight shop

(18)at Aya shophia

(19)at Grandbazaar

(20)Istanbul airport, transit to Dubai and go to Jakarta

so this is my picture when i'm in Turkey, i have a lot of picture but i'm so sorry i cannot share more picture. okay bye bye Graziee!<33

Turkey! Part 4

Goodmorning Turkey :' )
i don't want to leaving this bed, dont wan't to leaving Meryem dog, don't wan't to leaving anything.
i just go to bathroom and take a bath, i dont wanna leave this bathroom... my suitcase is already in living room. my suitcase ready to go, yeah, today Indonesian group will go to Istanbul because we have a tour 2 days. can i stay for a long time in here? i already love this place. and then i go to diningroom and eating together, but without Betul because she is very tired of tonight. Meryem is ready to go school with Me, Baba, Anne, and Kubra. Betul didn't joining us because she should go to school, after breakfast i'll take my bag and my suitcase heading out the door, and i'm wearing my shoes. i want to crying because why i should go to istanbul very fast : [
in car Meryem hold my hand very tight like she don't want me to leave her right now, and i'll rest my head in her shoulder..and when we arrive at school everybody is already in there, i'll meet kak Amar first and he told me to open my suitcase because i have to put a music equipment, and i'll open my suitcase and closed it again.
everybody hugged me very tight, i know...i don't want past this moment so fast. but..i can't because i'm not a teacher.
and then i'll meet Hanun and Sebnem, when we talking with everybody..Sebnem is crying first and then all student hugged Sebnem. and Meryem crying too and hug me, she said "Tiara...don't go please. you will come back again right? next yer? or maybe this year?" and i'm becoming crying.
everybody is crying but...i'll meet Hakan and we talk a little conversation and then we take a picture, everybody yelling at me when they saw Me and Hakan take a picture together "TIARAA!!!" but i just show my thumbs up and smiling at them.
and then i'll searching Meryem, she lost i dont know where is she, i'm searching her into the back of the bus. but i still don't find her, and then i glanced slighty toward the left side. i just see someone i've ever seen when i have show in Karsiyaka, he is the one of high school boy who wearing Red shirt.
i don't know who is he? but at this time he wearing a white shirt. and then i'll try to stop glanced and search Meryem again, and i found her.
when we alreayd in bus everybody crying very hard, but before i'll go to the bus. i'm hugged Kubra, Anne, and Baba. they are look like my family in Jakarta, i'm hugged Baba and say " BABAA!! i'm gonna miss you so much" and Baba look at me like a father lost her daughter. very sad : [
oh and i don't forget to hugged Semia (Meryem bestfriend, such a beautiful girl when the first time i meet her)
and i'm go to the bus, all student from Karsiyaka standing at the bus door. they are crying and we just can say "Goodbye".
and then i look into the window while holding a flower from Meryem. and then i just saw a boy who wearing a white shirt, and he waved his hand at me and i'll just smiling at him and waved my hand too. and he say 'add me' but i don't know what is his facebook named, maybe i just can wait him to add me ://
and then the bus door is closed, i'm crying again. we leave Karsiyaka this day (hell yea i hate this:( )
and then the bus is going to go to Istanbul.
i look at window, Karsiyaka one by one look very small, small, small, and until i cannot see it again. 
but Baba, Anne, and Kubra catch the bus and they waved they hand, and i'm wipped my tears and waved my hand too :' ]
and then we go to Istanbul, bye bye kocaeli maybe someday i will come back again :) 
and then the bus stop at some place and Eva say she should stop in here, and all my friend crying again and they yelling at Eva. i'm crying agian. evaaaaaaaa
and then we stop crying and we go to Istanbul today. bye bye kocaeli :')
we just arrive at Istanbul we going to chinese restaurant and then go to Blue mosque and Aya sophia...all that place is very interesting place :) and then after tour we're going to Kent Hotel. tomorrow we will go to strait Bosphorus and go to Grandbazaar, 
i'm just wake up at morning, and go to take a bath and then go to breakfast. and then we go to strait Bosphorus and then go to the Grandbazaar, i'm going to schopping Turkish merchandise and then walking with Hanun and all my friend. i meet someone with his father and his father say "this is my son, he look like Justin Bieber" and then i'll just laughing (actually, this is very weird and not funny-__-)
after from Grandbazar we're going to Mall, and shopping a branded stuff in there. love it hahaha ;P
after from mall we're going to Airport and we will come back to Indonesia, haaft..and we transit in Dubai and then from Dubai we're going to Jakarta and we arrive at jakarta i just found  people send me a friend request at facebook, i saw the name and i'll find a boy who wearing a white shirt, he named is Bilal Topal and his friend name is Fatih Turan hhahhahaa, and another student from another school and from Karsiyaka koleji. okay so that's all my story in Turkey :) 
but i want to say something for everybody in Kocaeli : "everybody in Kocaeli i think is very friendly people:) I <3 Kocaeli! maybe someday i will come again) and for Istanbul "Thanks for the interesting tour <3"
and from all student in Karsiyaka " ADAMSIN! i will miss you all. lots of love <3333!"
and the last massage is for Kubra, Betul, and Meryem " You are is the most beautiful girl in Kocaeli, i hate to leave you all..because we already have the best time together :'D i love you and lots of love from me, say Merhaba for Baba and Anne! <3 xxx"


so this is my story when i'm in Kocaeli and Istanbul, 10 days having a great time in here, make me wanna stay for a long time : ] hope i can come again and i will post the picture when i'm in Turkey. just wait for "Turkey! Part 5(photo)" see you soon! bye bye and Grazie! <3
SENI SEVIYORUM TURKEY!<3 xxx

Turkey! Part 3

puuffff..........THIS DAY! YAY KARTEPE!
just wake up in the morning and take a bath and going to dining room with Meryem. i'm just a little awkward because last night Meryem parents just ask me "Did you ever see snow and play with snow?" i'm just say "No, my all family never see a snow, because in Indonesia just have 2 season. Hot and Rain" and this morning after breakfast i'm just tidy up my suitcase and looking Meryem playing laptop beside me. suddenly Betul told me to wearing a jacket, scraft, and gloves. i'm just a little confused because i don't know why should i wearing it all. so...i ask Meryem "where we going to do now?" and Meryem say "Were going to Kartepe playing a snow. with Betul, Kubra, and my 2 cousin".
i'm just shocking. omg! i cannot believe this, i just tell their parents i've never playing snow yasterday night. so i just change my clothes with a simple clothes because i hate to wearing a lot of clothes.
and we're going to Kartepe right now! and then arrive at Kartepe..Meryem hold my hand because she doesn't wearing her gloves, and the temprature is very cold.
Meryem cousin name is Seyda and i dont know who is the other one, but they are very nice to mee : ] but the first we take a picture with my instax and Betul & Seyda camera.
in Kartepe everything is white, until i cannot feel my hand because very cold. and then her cousin hire ski equipment, and playing ski together but Betul and her 2 cousin doesn't playing skii :// i don't know why.
so the only playing skii is Me, Meryem, and Kubra. were laughing and betul just yelling and laughing..
and then we make a Snowman today, and take a picture with the small Snowman we made together : ] and take a picture with skii equipment, Kubra, and Snowman..
Meryem, Me and Kubra climbing small iceberg but it's very slippery and make us always fall down again. and then Me and Meryem make a pillow from snow and we sleeping looking at the sky :P and Seyda take a picture with us..
after from Kartepe were going to picnic area but still remained in the Kartepe area. in here i don't see a snow anyway..
in here very warm, all i see is everyone picnic with their family eating in Restaurant, or under the tree. it's a comfortable place i think : D
and then we come back to home, but Betul going out again with their cousin. so Meryem, Me,and Kubra go to Restaurant kebap in town, arrive at the restaurant we just meet a person was looking at me and his act so arrogant puuh...teenager. after eating Kubra go to Sekapark. so Me and Meryem go to home..and we having a great time by playing laptop until Anne and Baba come back home. and tomorrow i have Farewell in Karsiyaka Koleji.....i dont want to past this day very fast : (.
goodmorning Tiara! are you ready to go school? Meryem wake me up and then i'm get ready for breakfast and go to school.
in school i'm wearing my Batik clothes, and just meet my friend like always...aah very nice to meet them again:P
and then we meet Indonesian embassy who live in Turkey, and take a picture with them so much fun. after from school my teacher say we have to go again with family each other, so today i'll go with Betul and my lovely girl Meryem ;)
we're going to shopping town but the first were going to Bank. and meet Betul's friend after from Bank :) and we're going to Lc walkiki(clothing store). why i'm going to here? because Betul just ask me to come in to this store, and she told me to buy a clothes but i dont want because i don't interest with this store, so she just buy a clothes for my little brother and she pay it too :// such a nice girl yea...
and we go to merchandise shop, and Betul buy me a black glass when exposed to hot water this glass would be show a photo. but the picture is when we in Kartepe.. and Betul make 2 keychain for me and Meryem.
this is very sweet :') i'm so happy to be with them and were going to eating at Burger king. and everybody ask Meryem about me they are very nice to me and we eating and after from Burger king, Betul going to Sekapark alone and leaving Me and Meryem. we both go to home and we will go to Fotojans to pick my glass and 2 keychain :) and anyway Meryem just buy me 2 bracelets, she is the sweet girl i've ever meet in turkey :').
in afternoon i just sitting at window wearing nail polish with Meryem, and i just saw 2 little girl looking at me and say "wow! she's from endonezya" and i'll say "Hi:)" to them :) sweet.
and we're going to town again and go to Fotojans, the shop owner in Fotojans is very funny, he always act so dumb but i know he is not a dumb person -__-
so after we pick my glass and my keychain, were going to market near Fotojans and Meryem told me to buy a drink, so i just pick "Cappy juice" very delicious juice and you should try it ;P
and when we walking to home we meet a lot of people from Turkey, some people say i look like a chinese -__- i hate you, but some of them say i'm very nice and friendly :) and by the way we almost pursued by teenager boy-___- because Meryem say "sssttt" -__-
and we come back to home and tomorrow....................

continue today or maybe another day :' ( sad story beggin at "Turkey! Part 4" byee
grazie!

Turkey! Part 2

So the concert will be start in a few minute, and kak Amar told us to meet at the appointed place 5 minutes before the concert was begin.
i'm having a great time in bazaar..and the situasion is crowded yea hahahaahah
and we just take a picture together and walking into the bazaar. 10 minute we were in appointed place and we're going together to the concert, Me and Hanun get a place at the right edge of the front..and then when Hanun stand beside me, she just see some poeple from my school they are a boy who wearing a red shirt when we have show in they school yasterday.
they have a cool style, so i'm just act so dumb with a smile in my face, and Hanun just laughing and she look very shy because beside her is one of a boy who wearing red shirt. and the concert was very amazing and by the way the type of song is rock. and the singer singing with Turkish language and it make my head very dizzy :\\ but it's wonderful.
after the concert was finish i come back to home but before we going to home, my father bring me to they market in Sekapark.
i'm just a little shock when they tell me they have a market in Sekapark, so i just come there. but the night make the park look very dark and i just see a little light in there. Meryem bring me to a small beach near the market oh yes by the way Meryem market named is "Seka Bufe" and they sell more snack, ice cream, and chicken sandwiches, and hot corn. very interesting : ]
and yes, Meryem bring me to the small beach and they told me to search a gravel. i don't know for what but i just doing what see want.
5 minute ago i'll get more gravel for her, and she pick the gravel and throwing into the sea, and she said "have you ever doing it;)" and i'm just say "No, but very interesting:]" and she smilling very beautiful at me and laughing. and then we come back to the market and Baba (Father) give us a big chicken sandwiches, it's very delicious and have a unique taste. and at 21:30 the market is closed. and we go to the house and i'm sleeping very soundly.
"good morning Tiara!" excited voice that i heard this morning and i open my eyes i just saw Betul was smiling at me and they told me to joining breakfast. so i'll go breakfast :9
and today indonesia have a show in the same building when i'm watching concert. but at this time i'm not dancing because my teacher just choose 1 dance and that is Rebana dance. and just arrive at the building me and my friend wearing Piring costume. and go to the same room. and we just meet 40 country in whole world who joining the festival. and we take a picture with everybody in there and then my teacher told me to hold sign saying" Endonezya" mean is "Indonesia". Rebana dance was finish and everybody give us more cheers today. very happy and then we're all going to bus to change the clothes and going to see acrobat from chinese : ] such a nice day. and the festival was finish today and i'm going to market and then going to home.
festival by festival we past very awesome and everybody like it. and the last festival is in Outlet Center and we displayed 3 dance, that is: Piring, Rebana, and Saman. everybody smilling at us yea :P
and then after from Outlet Center i'm going to Hanun's house with Sebnem and Meryem. and person who is pick Hanun and Sebnem is her father, mother, aunty, cousin, Sebnem cousin name is Umut. Me and Meryem joining them and her father bring me to the top of the hill and drink some tea together, the tea is very bitter so Me and Hanun should wearing 7 sugar. Hanun wearing 6 sugar but i'm wearing 7 sugar. and everybody laught at us. then we put eyelashes on the chin and beetwen mouth and nose so it look like a moustache. and Sebnem's cousin laughing and her mother take a picture of me secretly. and then we're going to Hanun's house and we just arrive and playing. time is very fast and i'm joining dinner with them, Dinner is very funny because i just heard hanun's making a joke and looking at her grandfather. i look so very awkward. by the way my Baba just pick me and Meryem and we go to market like always and then go to home. tomorrow is a free day and i will having so much fun in Kartepe with Betul, Kubra, Meryem and her 2 cousin.


the next story i will continue tomorrow or maybe another day just waiting for "Turkey! part 3" byebyeee
grazie! <3