The fireworks!

so tonight, the fireworks show start.
i also just eating my ice cream in my car, the taste is vanilla with chocolate topping.
when the first fireworks turned on.
i jumped into the car trunk. sitting in there and see the fireworks.
and i feel i forgot something, but the stuff is not realy important. 
thinking.
thinking.
thinking.
Damn! i forget my camera.
when the fireworks become added a lot i feel like "omg its a hell its a hell its a hell, why should i forget my camera? its a hell its a hell".
i'm still thinking what should i do ? 
i got a new idea! i bring my Instax(almost same like Polaroid, but its mini) so i can take a picture with it.
and oh Damn! i just have 4 sheets in it. 
 it's always my fault --
after finish the fireworks show i'll come back to home.
and i'm sleeping. blablablabla.....
i'm come back to home, i see in shoes rack. ohgod how many person in there. i'm count the shoes 
whatthe 5 person o_o , he make a party maybe or whatever you called them. (read:my brother)
i'm open my cousin room, everyone look at me i just raised my hand and say "oh okay calm down bro" 
and running into my room.
i'm sitting in front my laptop writing this post in here. 
and i hear a weird sound. its like 'tung tung tung tung tung' in ther morning i hear that.
and i say :


Me: mom what is that? weird.
Mom: oh, its a meatball vendor
Me:WHATTHE?! i think it still 05:37, omg i'm not alive i'm not alive its a weird planet o_o


so tonight, the fireworks is nice (not realy)
just it. sorry. 
but i still say for another country in the whole world " HAPPY NEW YEAR!! AHHOOOYY!!"
Goodbye 2011 and thanks for the all sweetest memories i have in 2011.
Welcome 2012 so we start writing, drawing, coloring, or whatever. we start it right now 
so i see you later! Addio and Grazie! =D

Last night in 2011

this is the last night in 2011
in here is 31 december 2011. but i don't know what the date in another country.
i don't care. i still give them remark "Happy New Years!! yohoooo...."
maybe tonight i just can't wait until zerozero:zerozero.
actually i wanted to see fireworks in America or whatever they have a fantastic fireworks.
but its okay if i can't see the fireworks in another place.
maybe i can see a fireworks with my family. yes of course.
just can't wait to see fireworks. not at all.
jajajajajajajajaja..........
..................
still morning here. and still six:fifty(read 06:50)
and little raining.
but its not make me feel so lazy to see fireworks tonight.
i hope it will be the best New Years ever.
ADDIO! bulalah...
=)
zerozero:zerozero
i got you. lol.

#2012wish

i have a lot of  wish for 2012. i always collect the wish if i have something special in 2011.

i hope god will understand and make it happen.

sometimes this wish when i'm cry, sitting in my terrace house see the rain, happy of course.

my wish is not all about boys, love, or something.

just a little i tell in here.

so this is my wish for 2012. i hope one of you see this:

i want new fish.

i want stay healty.

i want to wearing skirt, short pants like everygirls do. (P.s i dont want to be a sexy girl)

i want to eating a chocolate without anyone to disturbing me.

i want to return to normal

i want to be a smart, pretty girl without make up, 

i want to be myself.

i want to go back to december.

i want to repeat the time when 16 december 2011.

i want to go to america, belgia, georgia, netherlands, canada, france, poland, and whatever i like.

i want to life, play, have fun, drink my hot chocolate in america and belgia.

i want someone give me chocolate from swiss or M&M =9.

i want to stay with my parents.

i want to meet Eskaliding, i always wanted to see Tim.

i want to make everyone smile without being fake.

and the last for my special wish........

........................

i want to get a special present in 2012, i dont need the expensive stuff, no need money, necklace, or whatever. i just need someone i know and i like. but something make it bad because of me. i should say it i'm so sorry for what i've done. i'm not tell the name it's a surprise. his the person who make me happy although just see the picture. he's the boy in 16 december 2011.

GRAZIE! byeee =)=) 

(P.s thanks god i love you so much, please make it happen)

UNOFEST!

today is 23-december-2011.today is UNOFEST!
UNOFEST  is United Heroes Music Festival.
its a festival in my school, and today they invite a top singer. the singer is : Adera, Maliq & D'essentials, and the last one is Raisa.
today is very awesome day. and who make this event very cool?
they are Extramination (OSIS from Tugasku JHS).
i was very happy today. and btw i'm dance in the festival too, i'm dancing lenggang nyai from betawi.
and actually i didnt make any wrong. thank you Kak Rai =)
and then not just a top singer they have, they invite group from shuffle dance.
i think the dance is very difficult but i enjoyed that=D
i'm so happy today.
i want to repeat the time, i would see the next festival in next year =)
THANKYOU FOR EXTRAMINATION. YOUR ALL MAKE IT AMAZING FESTIVAL EVER.
HOPE YOU ALL STAY AMAZING :)
AND THANKYOU FOR UNOFEST. LOVE THIS DAY =)
byeee

EPIC OR FAIL?

kemarin itu classmeeting rasanya itu semperti kembali muda.singkat cerita sheilla oergi dengan Bu sri ke pameran fotografi. gue, kanya, femy di perpus foto2 dengan berbagai macam gaya.
dari gaya alay sampe gaya unyu.
hingga saat nya pulang sekolah, gue nunggu didepan gerbang gue lihat ada mobil biru.
dan orang di dalam itu teriak"TIARA!"
secepat kilat gue nengok merasa terpanggil, dan wajah gue menunjukan wajah yang terkejut lebay.
pas orang itu ngebuka jendela mobil. ternyataaaa.......
itu sheilla. my face change into a flat.
....................
sheilla ikut kerumah gue dan sesampai dirumah gue langsung kerumah.
dan berinisiatif buat ngajak sheila ke Seven Eleven kelapa gading. dengan cara mengoda beruang grizzy bear(read:nyokap) di dapur.
biasanya nyokap gabolehin ke Selven. eh ternyata boleh..
gue lari menuju kamar and then i lift up my school skirt until sheilla can look up my underwear.
its fail or epic i dont know.
tapi sesungguhnya sheilla ngakak sampe sakit perut sambil bilang "sumpah ya, lo orang ter-cacat yang gue kenal HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH"
lalu gue menari-nari sambil melompat2 di kasur gue sampai sheilla dateng.
gue gabisa bayangin kalau Femy, Kanya, Nissa liat attitude gue ini.
kita sampai di selven. beli slurpee dan isi instax.
saat didepan mesin slurpee. ada sedikit percakapan antara gue dan sheilla:

gue: eh gue mau buka kalkulator dulu ye.
sheilla: buat apaan nyet?
gue:ngitungin harga, takutnya duit nya kurang. aduh shell yang medium mahal gak ya?? aduh takut nih. takut kurang
sheilla: anjir lo norak abis nyet wkwkwkkw
sesampai dimobil dan dirumah minuman sheilla tetap belom abis sedangkan gue belum jauh dari selven udh abis.

gue:shell kok gue kalau minum slurpee jadi ngantuk jangan2 ini pake obat lelap
sheilla: eh anjir lu, bisa diem kaga wkwkkww

sampai dikamar gue nyanyi BerryGood. sampe sheilla kesel ngeliat muka gue.
sheilla pulang. suasana kembali sepi.
gue baru mikir kalau apa yang gue lakukan bersama sheilla tadi. epic atau fail?
5 menit kemudian.
gue tidur karena slurpee norak gue.

have no idea

i have no idea today,just sitting beside my lamp and waiting to download my The Sims 3
and it still 56%.
oh yeah i'm finished my exam and now i'm free.
but i just cant wait for "UNOFEST" in my school it will be fantastic!
sono dieta in questo momento, perche ho bisogno di un corpo ideale \(O_O)/
okay i didn't have any idea bye

The cold night

setelah mandi gue hanya merasakan bahwa air itu dingin.gue menghidupkan pemanas air tetapi tidak berfungsi. yeah fuck my life.
bodohnya setelah mandi gue memakai piyama berwarna Pink yang bergambar gajah dan
jerapah.
tidak memakai kaos kaki penghangat dan abju piyama yang gue gantung didekat AC
juga sudah mulai dingin.
gue menghidupkan AC kamar yang gue kira 2 derajat celcius.
trenyata 16 celcius. terlalu pinter.
freeze.
gue membuka bungkus pencil Faber Castle berwarna putih yang terletak di atas meja
yang dipenuhi tas-tas berhamburan.
kini sudah terasa kacau.
gue ingin tidur tetapi melihat tasku berhamburan gue menjadi sedikit malas.
gue membuka tirai jendela dan gue liat embun-embun diluar sangat tebal sampai2
gue bisa menuliskan sedikit coretan di sana.
malam yang dingin.
gue nggak bisa ngebayangin diluar pasti dingin banget.
gue memakai baju piyama pink gue yang sudah terasa seperti memakai baju barong. tipis dan dingin.
gue membuka kulkas, mengambil minuman gue dan memeberikannya sedikit es batu.
lagi lagi.
akhirnya, gue menambahkan air panas dan kini lidah gue serasa digigit binatang.
gue makan kacang dan nyokap menyuruh gue ngambil jemuran di luar.
dengan kaki kosong. gue bisa merasakan dinginnya malam ini.
setelah mengangkat jemuran, gue naik ke atas dan pergi ke kamar gue untuk mengambil sesuatu.
gue melihat Bearly di depan gue dengan sweater merah mini nya.
"Malam yang dingin ya Bearly"

RAINING GO AWAY

RAINING PLEASE GO AWAY!!!

its still 14:33 pm but the sky very cloudy. and the weather is very cold. i'm after from my school

and i get into the car, i see in my car window and i can make a dew on the car window.

my mom just ask me about today in school but i don't hear anything because i'm wearing earphone,

..................

so i came home with clothes that are slightly wet. my head feels so dizzy.

i take a shower and brush my teeth in the sink. i see my face in mirror, it look so creepy and i wearing my thin T-shirt and wrapped my hair with towel.

today is very cold.

i held my forehead, and i found a pimple in my forehead. YEAH STUPID PIMPLE!

so i just turn on my laptop because my father was sleeping.

and i'll be have exam soon.

but still i'm not studying anymore..yeah i'm lazy to read my book.

i was very tired of school, and i'm looking for chocolate to relax my mind =)

Today.......is very cold right?

......yeah