Do you know why life is very complicated?
because everything make it complicated such like my holiday now. sometimes it make me
very bored, angry, even happy. but i don't know why. everything seems weird and stupid
in my eyes.
having a long holiday in my grandma house and stuck in my bed. my cousin playing with lamp (like turn off the lamp and than turn on the lamp and laughing like they are the only one in the house) and punch me with pillow
and doesn't sleeping until morning because they make a stupid story about something impossible.
god.......should i still alive?
and my cousin she name is Meli, she like to see my phone when i don't use it. and she always open my facebook, twitter, msn, or maybe anything in my phone. why she open my phone? i don't know because she say it's fun to see my phone everyday. not just saw my all social messanger..SHE OPEN MY PICTURE TOO!!
and my twinny cousin Daffa & Raffa have a different personality. Daffa is fussy and naughty and Raffa is annoying and like to screaming but sometimes they're seems nice.
they just look fine in my heart, but my eyes say no they don't. Let's die.
this night my cousin just singing" YOU DON'T KNOW YOUR BEAUTIFUL OO WHAT MAKE YOU BEAUTIFUL OO!!" beside my ear.
and i just lying in my bed looking at my phone and writing in my every social messanger like "ssttt can you just stop making a noisy beside my ear?!!"
and everybody doesn't understand.
and my cousin stop making a noisy when Taha say in msn "I love you:*" for my 2 cousin. and then Raffa yelling "EEEW I'M NOT HOMO!!" and i stop to smile.-. and looking at Raffa weirdly.
and then they playing and i'm listening music.
yasterday i just promise to stop talking about 2 humans that make me crazy, who is them? of course a boy who make my cousin get crazy.
and i believe that i can forget them but my cousin still say it everytime non-stop. and make me remember and than remember about the promise. such like telling a dream, even imagination. about how can i close with boy and how can i feel what is love mean.
it make me i was in fanatsy place like in cinderella story or maybe sleeping beauty. haha anyway nice try, the story make me feel like i was a jerk.
and then try to hide from my another cousin (not tell the name)who very interesting to meet a little prince who is my friend in Turkey and he is in the same class when i stay in Karsiyaka.
she's screaming just because see the picture and think that he is my cousin husband. ha ha girls.
and 1 thing that you should know, i feel the world is taken by a children who fall in love in the wrong way and kill all the teenager mind because they just think world is full of prince and princess fall in love.
now, they make a serious story about it. but i'm so sorry my brain said " how to run from everything?"
i love my cousin. they telling me about turkish boy and they repeat the story until i feel i wan't to kill both of them-_-
but i still love how they make my moodbooster come back and don't feel alone.
anyway it's passed night and it goes to midnight an then i have to answer all my mention from friend and saw my stupid notification about farmville or another stupid games like "hey 'blabla' just ask you to join in farmville!" b**ch shut up.
i want to passed my relax night: ]
Bye Bye Grazie!
